So I missed “Weigh in Wednesday” so I am going to fake like today is Wednesday, just to give you this update.
I signed up for Weight Watchers yesterday, Thank you to the Chunky Goddess for inspiring me. I am going to try this out! Let’s hope that it works wonders. I am excited, but at the same time I feel like I am already failing…my head is like you want sweets…candy….bread….blah…blah….
I guess this is one of the many challenges of being a food addict.
I had to go to the dr a few weeks ago, as you all know, and when I weighed in I was 219 lbs, that is a 9 lb weight gain to the 40 lbs that I had lost previously. I know that my slight depression does have an impact on this gain, because with the depression comes eating. So while I am doing the Weight watchers I have to go over all the things in my head that are weighing on my back……I want to go back to school….i stress my parents out….they shouldn’t have to watch DB….will DB ever have a Father in her life….I wish DB’s father wasn't him…..will I ever find “The One”…..i don’t want DB to go through the same things in life that I did…..Am I ever going to find my way…..and this is just a small amount of CRAP that fills my head daily…..
I know I will never be the best with all this haze around me. So I will be working on one thing at a time, and if anyone has advice I am willing to hear!
In conclusion, I will be starting Weigh in Wednesday again. Wish me luck! I need all the motivation I can get!
Starting Weight: 219.00
Goal Weigh: 140.00
Total Lbs to lose: 79.00
Total Lbs lost: 0.00
“Wock N Woll”