Thursday, October 6, 2011

Weigh in....Thursday (This Week Only)

So I missed “Weigh in Wednesday” so I am going to fake like today is Wednesday, just to give you this update.

I signed up for Weight Watchers yesterday, Thank you to the Chunky Goddess for inspiring me. I am going to try this out! Let’s hope that it works wonders.  I am excited, but at the same time I feel like I am already failing…my head is like you want sweets…candy….bread….blah…blah….

I guess this is one of the many challenges of being a food addict.

I had to go to the dr a few weeks ago, as you all know, and when I weighed in I was 219 lbs, that is a 9 lb weight gain to the 40 lbs that I had lost previously. I know that my slight depression does have an impact on this gain, because with the depression comes eating. So while I am doing the Weight watchers I have to go over all the things in my head that are weighing on my back……I want to go back to school….i stress my parents out….they shouldn’t have to watch DB….will DB ever have a Father in her life….I wish DB’s father wasn't him…..will I ever find “The One”…..i don’t want DB to go through the same things in life that I did…..Am I ever going to find my way…..and this is just a small amount of CRAP that fills my head daily…..
I know I will never be the best with all this haze around me. So I will be working on one thing at a time, and if anyone has advice I am willing to hear! 

In conclusion, I will be starting Weigh in Wednesday again. Wish me luck! I need all the motivation I can get!

Starting Weight: 219.00
Goal Weigh: 140.00
Total Lbs to lose: 79.00
Total Lbs lost: 0.00

“Wock N Woll”


  1. You can do it!!! You just need to be determined and get some motivation!! I need some motivation too. Set a date of when you want to lose weight by. Set mini goals first. Like "lose 10 pounds by ---" then after you reach that goal, set another one. We need to remember that food doesn't have to taste fantastic all the time. its just fuel for the body. I need to remember this as well since I can't seem to stop eating lately!!!!! ugh! But you can do it girl!!!!!!!

  2. Oh, l woww! We need to live next door to eachother :) <3 WE can do this!!!! Well my mini goals is to lose about 2-3 lbs a week......HOPEFULLY! lol!